indiana
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Hey Adam, I've read through all your posts and want to say thank your for sharing and you're in the right place.
I know how hard it is. I've been trying to get past this for years, literally, and here I am still working on it. It's so easy to get down and feel defeated. What's been a huge help for me was reading Gary Wilson's eBook 'Your Brain On Porn' I just read it two days ago and think I'll actually re read it again tonight. It helped me see how what I've been going through is LITERALLY AN ADDICTION, it's not weak willpower or a flaw, it's a brain change that leads to complusivity, lack of control, and repetition of behavior that doesn't serve you. Check it out.
Also, get a web blocker AND accountability software. K9 is a porn blocker that helps to limit what's out there, X3Watch is an accountability program that will share your internet activity with a friend.
http://www.amazon.com/Your-Brain-Porn-Pornography-Addiction-ebook/dp/B00N2AH8NW
I love that picture you shared about the bowl being more beautiful after being broken, that's very powerful stuff.
Here's to us all being filed in with gold someday.
I know how hard it is. I've been trying to get past this for years, literally, and here I am still working on it. It's so easy to get down and feel defeated. What's been a huge help for me was reading Gary Wilson's eBook 'Your Brain On Porn' I just read it two days ago and think I'll actually re read it again tonight. It helped me see how what I've been going through is LITERALLY AN ADDICTION, it's not weak willpower or a flaw, it's a brain change that leads to complusivity, lack of control, and repetition of behavior that doesn't serve you. Check it out.
Also, get a web blocker AND accountability software. K9 is a porn blocker that helps to limit what's out there, X3Watch is an accountability program that will share your internet activity with a friend.
http://www.amazon.com/Your-Brain-Porn-Pornography-Addiction-ebook/dp/B00N2AH8NW
I love that picture you shared about the bowl being more beautiful after being broken, that's very powerful stuff.
Here's to us all being filed in with gold someday.