I have been addicted to porn for 8 years. But I did not watch porn in the last 2 months, so as a result, I am starting to recall some porn scenes in my brain because of the urge which cause me to ejaculate a little quantity of semen this happened to me 2 times so far [sorry for the terrible English] is this going to ruin my journey? and am I even on the right way because the imagination bothers me a lot