Hey everyone.
Today was my first day as a rebooter. I'll talk about my story a bit before getting to some doubts I have. I started consuming porn at around 13. I started like everyone does, doing it every once in a while, but as I grew older I began to watch it more frequently. I have never had a gf and right now I'm finding it hard to think that I ever will. In porn I found the dopamine I needed, and it became addicting. A couple of years ago I lost my motivation for studying and doing productive stuff and I´m still wondering if it was related to this addiction. And about that same time I discovered porn games. That is, I think, when my addiction became stronger. As time passed I began to need more intense porn and porn games and for the last week I´ve been feeling really shitty because of this. My tiktok fyp was full of thirst traps and most times I ended going back to the hub. I'm not really sure I have a problem with attraction to girls, as I have seen in other people who say they just dont care anymore about anything other than the looks. Also, I dont know if I have PIED because I've never had gf or intercourse.
It took me sometime accepting that I may have a problem, but I keep asking myself wether it's actually affecting my life in a negative way or if I'm just looking for an excuse for my problems. For that reason, I'm curious to see if other people are having a similar problem and if anyone else thinks Im on the right path to solve it.
Either way I have decided to start a journal to track my progress.
Day 1
Today was my first day and it was not super hard. I've had some urge to do it but I can control it without problems.
Today was my first day as a rebooter. I'll talk about my story a bit before getting to some doubts I have. I started consuming porn at around 13. I started like everyone does, doing it every once in a while, but as I grew older I began to watch it more frequently. I have never had a gf and right now I'm finding it hard to think that I ever will. In porn I found the dopamine I needed, and it became addicting. A couple of years ago I lost my motivation for studying and doing productive stuff and I´m still wondering if it was related to this addiction. And about that same time I discovered porn games. That is, I think, when my addiction became stronger. As time passed I began to need more intense porn and porn games and for the last week I´ve been feeling really shitty because of this. My tiktok fyp was full of thirst traps and most times I ended going back to the hub. I'm not really sure I have a problem with attraction to girls, as I have seen in other people who say they just dont care anymore about anything other than the looks. Also, I dont know if I have PIED because I've never had gf or intercourse.
It took me sometime accepting that I may have a problem, but I keep asking myself wether it's actually affecting my life in a negative way or if I'm just looking for an excuse for my problems. For that reason, I'm curious to see if other people are having a similar problem and if anyone else thinks Im on the right path to solve it.
Either way I have decided to start a journal to track my progress.
Day 1
Today was my first day and it was not super hard. I've had some urge to do it but I can control it without problems.