last chance

[Blondie]

I hope you're doing well fa84!

 

[fa84]

Yes i am. Here Is the morning of my day Number 18

 

[particularly_respecting]

Nice! Keep it up brother

 

[Blondie]

Buonissimo fa84!

 

[fa84]

Unfortunately seems that i need to restart
I have to analyze the few second of distractions that cost me so..and the reasons
Immediately after i realize the error, that you also know so well

But my second streak has been enormously better than the first. Third will be even better
day 0

 

[Blondie]

It's okay fa84, just get back up and keep on walking man.

You've had almost 40 days porn free with only two mishaps, that is an amazing feat! Do not, I repeat, do not forget that.

You got this man.

Best

 

[fa84]

yes you are helping a lot with this (because it's obviously true)
Is the reason why i am not completely negative
I tend to be too hard on myself as you said

I can say that if i will go on with this pace it's not so bad after all...maybe i need at least only longer strips

 

[Blondie]

Well, as you said, this last streak was much better than your first, so that's good.

Just ask yourself why and what made you go back to it? What emotions were you feeling before going back? Sadness? loneliness? anger?

You got this man.

 

[fa84]

it was need of gratification combined with a free moment with the computer (that i am still not able to block differently from the mobile)

 

[particularly_respecting]

But my second streak has been enormously better than the first. Third will be even better

Nice attitude brother - straight back on the horse. You got this
I also agree with Blondie - thinking about the reasons for the relapse can offer lessons for the future

 

[fa84]

Ready for restart!
Day 1

 

[fa84]

day 2

 

[fa84]

And day 3

 

[Blondie]

 

[fa84]

day number 5 !

 

[fa84]

still here

Day number 8

 

[Blondie]

Kicking ass I see!

 

[particularly_respecting]

Nice! Over a week - keep on killing it fa84!

 

[fa84]

Yes ! Here again after long time (too much)
Very busy in this period, it's good for my main goal, little bit less for what regarding free time

day 13!

 

[fa84]

Day 14