espresso123
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Tomorrow will be the start of my reboot (day 1)....much to say, more to come.
good luck!Tomorrow will be the start of my reboot (day 1)....much to say, more to come.
Thank You for the support @ladysudan ! I am going to have to take this thing 24 hours at a time, maybe even an hour at a time. It's so humbling (actually, I wanted to say humiliating). I can't believe this happened to me. But, it is what it is. I am thankful I found this site and people are already giving me support. I hope to give back.good luck!
Thank You @GBS. I hit a depression following joining up, and had numerous slips. But today I realized that progress doesn't have to be pretty and that if I wait to post only when successful, then I may never post.Just let me tell you that the rewards are worth the pain you're going through. There will be flat moments but you can rest assured you're mending your brain. It's an unbelievable change that you will see in yourself, so keep going and do not be distracted. It's not just about discipline, it's about doing what's obviously good for you.
Keep us updated.
Thank You @TryingHarder. Day 21 sounds like an eternity for me right now. I am back to day 1 (today). I'm not going to quit writing in my journal this time. Even if I fall. I really don't want to fall though. Like, really really do not want to fail again. It's getting exhausting. I really appreciate the support.Welcome aboard, @jimf420. I'm also new to the forum and on day 21.
Welcome aboard, @jimf420. I'm also new to the forum and on day
Welcome aboard, @jimf420. I'm also new to the forum and on day 21.
What's great about this community is that we can help and support each other. But yes, I understand your point, at the end of the day, we're the ones who have to fight and do it for ourselves.This is going to be a lonely road, because there is nobody I am doing this for. But that is what it needs to be about anyway. I am doing this for me today.
Hell, yeah! That has been me SO many times. I'm glad that you were able to resist."This is how you can feel better. This is how you can not face your feelings. Wouldn't you rather feel excited and turn off all the yuck?"
A very good idea! I think I will do that.Good luck and for crying out loud, keep the phone off while you drive!