Victor
Member
I'm a 17 year-old teen trying to reboot and abstain from porn for nth times. Why it's so hard to reboot? I've been rebooting in the last 5 to 6 months and I never succeeded, I always relapsed. I just relapsed an hour ago and I feel so down and so demotivated. I really don't know how to explain the feeling but I feel so disappointed of my self. I do have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder which is an anxiety disorder and it will be a great help if I can succeed in quitting porn but it's so hard. My longest streak was around 21 days then relapsed. :/ Porn isn't contributing to me but it rather destroys me, I didn't have a girlfriend ever in my life. I never go out with friends. I have social anxiety. My performance in school got low. I'm really affected by this addiction but now it's like I don't know where to start anymore. I'm just so numb. I can't feel anything. I'm so disappointed to my self. How do I get myself motivated again? I just really need this reboot. I want it so bad but my mind says no. I want to have a happy life. I want to enjoy it. I want to have friends. I want to have confidence. I want to have a relationship with a girl, I want to achieve more in school but I just can't. Because of this OCD and porn addiction. I so demotivated right now. Please help.