HelpedHand
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I guess I KIND of know where to start, since I’m here.
I’m 20 years old. My very first sexual encounter was with internet porn. I was watching porn way before I even knew what to…ya know, do with myself, and by the time I got around to that at age 12 or so, I was locked into internet porn.
In the increasing “Age of Information Transference” as I like to call it, it seems almost impossible to get away from triggers. Whether it be innuendo, sexualization in movies, tv shows, and advertisements, to outright ads for sex almost everywhere you turn.
One of the things I wrote about was not how hard it was to resist porn usage, but rather how easy it was to access it. I feel weak every time I watch porn. Like I didn’t even try to put up a fight. Sometimes I do, and the cravings last until I give in. How do I curb this? How can I help myself?
I’m 20 years old. My very first sexual encounter was with internet porn. I was watching porn way before I even knew what to…ya know, do with myself, and by the time I got around to that at age 12 or so, I was locked into internet porn.
In the increasing “Age of Information Transference” as I like to call it, it seems almost impossible to get away from triggers. Whether it be innuendo, sexualization in movies, tv shows, and advertisements, to outright ads for sex almost everywhere you turn.
One of the things I wrote about was not how hard it was to resist porn usage, but rather how easy it was to access it. I feel weak every time I watch porn. Like I didn’t even try to put up a fight. Sometimes I do, and the cravings last until I give in. How do I curb this? How can I help myself?