Very tired of living this empty and soulless life. Have been stuck in reboot-relapse cycle since several years. I don't have much hope that I can change at this stage. I feel that life has already slipped out of my hands. Living as a zombie with no motivation or goals in life.
I still want to give this another try like every time. Maybe I was doing it all wrong? Don't know but I made some changes. I started with controlling my social media addiction a month ago which thankfully is not a problem anymore. added exercise and meditation but have to become more consistent here. Out of my office hours, I am very unproductive and sometimes this causes me stress and eventually a relapse. Want to fill that time with personal development.
Since I cannot share this problem with people in real life, I decided to write here. I think a little bit of motivation and accountability is all I need. Would be updating here every few days or whenever I feel like.
P.S. - Forgive my English, I am not a native speaker. Thanks
I still want to give this another try like every time. Maybe I was doing it all wrong? Don't know but I made some changes. I started with controlling my social media addiction a month ago which thankfully is not a problem anymore. added exercise and meditation but have to become more consistent here. Out of my office hours, I am very unproductive and sometimes this causes me stress and eventually a relapse. Want to fill that time with personal development.
Since I cannot share this problem with people in real life, I decided to write here. I think a little bit of motivation and accountability is all I need. Would be updating here every few days or whenever I feel like.
P.S. - Forgive my English, I am not a native speaker. Thanks