I have been addicted to PMO since I was 14, and I am now 20. Like many here, I have been through the cycle of trying to reboot and then relapsing and doing that over and over, and every time it hurts both romantic and personal relationships in my life. I have felt trapped, unable to escape the thing that keeps pulling me back in over and over, no matter how far I run. But I have been running alone for too long. My partner is supportive, but she is still extremely hurt every time I relapse, and I know I can't sustain this relationship without making more changes. So, today I am starting this journal in faith that I will be able to succeed this time. I am committing not to let PMO interfere with my life and my relationship anymore. Today I embrace discipline so I can finally have peace in my brain, in my body, and in my relationships.
I am religious, so my journals will have a good bit of Christian content. If you disagree, feel free to find a different journal to read, but of course anyone is welcome to read and respond to my story.
I am religious, so my journals will have a good bit of Christian content. If you disagree, feel free to find a different journal to read, but of course anyone is welcome to read and respond to my story.