As the title states, I still fantasize. I've been clean from all my addictions for over a year and a half, however, I struggle with fantasizing. It's not every day that I fantasize, but when I do, it's excessive, I believe. I've only caught myself fantasizing to porn a handful of times, however I fantasize about past partners I've been with. My psychologist states that it's due in part that I'm missing something in my life. I think it's because of missing the adrenaline rush. The rush I got from being in combat, or the same rush of meeting someone new for sexual favors. I could be wrong and am completely over-analyzing it. However, when I fantasize there is no rush of adrenaline, it's just that, a fantasy that plays in my mind. As I write this, I'm thinking of past partners, seriously it's overwhelming. Does, has anyone else had this problem with fantasizing and if so how do you deal with it? Thank you.