Hello everybody!
It's a honor to be in some way part of this forum. I hope that posting here will help me in my journey. By the way, sorry about my english!
I want to say that I'm an addicted. I M today and a few hours later I PMO too. And I tired of all this shit. I'm sick and tired. I'm not feeling very good right now, in a matter of fact I'm feeling sad, down and hopeless. I'm here because I want to reboot, I want to be free and I want to be clean.
I think that this is my second year trying my reboot. My longest streak was in 2013: 121 days. After that I didn't get no more than 60 days without a relapse. Th'ts was also my longest streak in 2014.
During the time I gave up counter, but I made one. I hope it help me. And I put the goal to go from 13/11/14 until 01/01/15 clean. I did that because I want to finish this year clean. And, of course, start next year clean too. The real goal: I want to be free FOR LIFE.
There's so much to be done in my life, and I want to do all those things.
Anyway I'd like to say my thank to the work and effort of Gary Wilson. And my thanks to Gabe Deem and all the others user around the world that spend some of their time to help each other.
Thank you everybody!
It's a honor to be in some way part of this forum. I hope that posting here will help me in my journey. By the way, sorry about my english!
I want to say that I'm an addicted. I M today and a few hours later I PMO too. And I tired of all this shit. I'm sick and tired. I'm not feeling very good right now, in a matter of fact I'm feeling sad, down and hopeless. I'm here because I want to reboot, I want to be free and I want to be clean.
I think that this is my second year trying my reboot. My longest streak was in 2013: 121 days. After that I didn't get no more than 60 days without a relapse. Th'ts was also my longest streak in 2014.
During the time I gave up counter, but I made one. I hope it help me. And I put the goal to go from 13/11/14 until 01/01/15 clean. I did that because I want to finish this year clean. And, of course, start next year clean too. The real goal: I want to be free FOR LIFE.
There's so much to be done in my life, and I want to do all those things.
Anyway I'd like to say my thank to the work and effort of Gary Wilson. And my thanks to Gabe Deem and all the others user around the world that spend some of their time to help each other.
Thank you everybody!