I will RECOVERY... I will be FREE!

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Ka-Kui

Member
[Day 000]

Well, I'm feeling like shit right now. With a brutal headache and I think that the pain is directly connected with the porn abuse since my last attempt. I don't remember, in two years since discovering about porn addiction, feeling like this. Hopeless, sad, depressed. Thinking taht I can't beat this. I know I can.

Things CAN'T go on like this, relapsing and relapsing. How low it can get? I don't want it to go any lower.

I want to be "normal" again.

Here begins my journey.

Thanks.
 
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Rockit

Active Member
You CAN do it.  Keep posting here, and we'll be there to share in the success and pick you up when you fall.

Keep a-fightin'!
 
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Ka-Kui

Member
Day 001

Just a quick post about my first day. It was a good day. I had some kind of fight with my SO. Things really aren't good between us. I don't know what to expect from this relationship.

I'm still mad about my last relapses, and with some anger from what I did to myself. I was with a brutal headache yesterday. I went to a drugstore to buy some medicine. While I was walking through the streets I was thinking about what I am doing right and wrong. The pain was my body response to all this abuse that I did. I really can't keep doing that. I will be clean and free from all this shit.

One day at a time. And always careful.

Strength for us all.
 
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