TakeAction. Great video, thxs a lot. It explains a lot of things.
Today is day 14. Two weeks!
So far no cravings today - but I have been busy at work, so I have have not had any time to think much about relapsing.
I am a musician and I spend much of my time on my own, practicing and preparing for rehearsels, concerts and so on. When I am all alone, the cravings come to me.
Right now I have an hour off, before I have a rehearsel. I am at work right now. I keep the passwords for my blockers here at work. I feel so tempted to take the passwords home with me. Because tonight I have 3-4-5 hours alone before wife comes home. What a "great time" I could have.... I think, I will remain strong and leave the passwords here at work. But the temptation is strong, and I know for sure, that if I did not have the blockers I would go straight home tonight and.....