Yesterday I had a release. it's easy to know why, but I'm not happy with that. I had an intercourse in the afternoon with my girlfriend, and all was going fine. I'm concerned about having a child, she wants to, I don't, so it's a particular situation. We don't talked about that, after we had a rest in the bed watching a film at the TV. At 5 in the afternoon, I bring her to her family, then I went back home because I had to do some work.
I started with my duty, I had to write a little review of my work for the company. I opened my document, I wrote for ten minutes, then I started Facebook. After Facebook, YouTube. The history of YouTube is full of porn related stuff. There were two parts of me. The first wants to go to the orgasm, because no one will discover me. I started watching more porn related videos. With the mouse in a hand and masturbating with the other, I waited for the right video to use. It is becoming more and more difficult finding the right one. It was so difficult so I decided to stop. I erased the history, and I took a glass of red wine. I stayed about 20 minutes on porn, I don't think it will be the last time.
I want, in the for coming posts, to start from the very principle of my addiction, and tell about me and my family.