First of all I want to tell that English isn't my first language, so it might be a bit hard to understand my problem, but I will try to express myself.
If you are still in the rebooting progress, this story might be "hard" to read, than just skip it for your own good.
"It became a routine"
So I started rebooting 6 days ago, this was my first attempt to avoid porn and masturbation totally. I have a girlfriend and we discussed my problem and she willing to help me to deal with it. So the main thing, that we had sex at the 6. day of my progress it was awesome, but of course I still cant ejaculate during sex or oral sex. So at the end of it, she started to give me a bj, but unfortunately she was not able to finish the "job" (of course because of my addiction). I was very horny, because she was pretty close to the end but still can't do it, so i grabbed my dick and finished it to her mouth.It was pretty dark, and I'm visual typed person, I like to imagine the things, so when I started to finish it I also started to imagine nasty things with real girls, but not with porn. Did I totally failed at my rebooting or it's some thing that could be done in the progress or I should totally avoid this kind of ejaculation??
I am pretty determined in my rebooting, so I will do anything to recover from it.
I am open minded to every possibility to solve this problem.
I hope my topic is in the good place
Thanks for your answers and have a nice day.
If you are still in the rebooting progress, this story might be "hard" to read, than just skip it for your own good.
"It became a routine"
So I started rebooting 6 days ago, this was my first attempt to avoid porn and masturbation totally. I have a girlfriend and we discussed my problem and she willing to help me to deal with it. So the main thing, that we had sex at the 6. day of my progress it was awesome, but of course I still cant ejaculate during sex or oral sex. So at the end of it, she started to give me a bj, but unfortunately she was not able to finish the "job" (of course because of my addiction). I was very horny, because she was pretty close to the end but still can't do it, so i grabbed my dick and finished it to her mouth.It was pretty dark, and I'm visual typed person, I like to imagine the things, so when I started to finish it I also started to imagine nasty things with real girls, but not with porn. Did I totally failed at my rebooting or it's some thing that could be done in the progress or I should totally avoid this kind of ejaculation??
I am pretty determined in my rebooting, so I will do anything to recover from it.
I am open minded to every possibility to solve this problem.
I hope my topic is in the good place
Thanks for your answers and have a nice day.