mybestself
Active Member
Hey Guys,
I'm starting a new journal to help me get back on track with my recovery. During my last journal about 20 days ago I made it to 29 days before I relapsed. Since then I've probably relapsed a good 3-4 times, each one bringing me down further and further. My last two relapses were carried out on my work computer which is so ridiculously stupid, They would have every right to call me up on it, in a best case scenario I would lose the respect of some of my friends and colleagues who are in management and HR (not to mention my fianc?!) in the worse case scenario I could lose my job and even my right to work in my domiciled country. I absolutely cannot afford to let me this happen.
Starting today, my counter goes back to zero. I'll be posting every day without fail, any feedback or advice you can provide will be very much appreciated. Wish me luck!
mybestself
I'm starting a new journal to help me get back on track with my recovery. During my last journal about 20 days ago I made it to 29 days before I relapsed. Since then I've probably relapsed a good 3-4 times, each one bringing me down further and further. My last two relapses were carried out on my work computer which is so ridiculously stupid, They would have every right to call me up on it, in a best case scenario I would lose the respect of some of my friends and colleagues who are in management and HR (not to mention my fianc?!) in the worse case scenario I could lose my job and even my right to work in my domiciled country. I absolutely cannot afford to let me this happen.
Starting today, my counter goes back to zero. I'll be posting every day without fail, any feedback or advice you can provide will be very much appreciated. Wish me luck!
mybestself