WankFree
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Hi Everyone,
It has been several months since I have logged on and I have not been abstaining from PMO. I have reached a point where I am tired of being stuck and alone. The ED I experience when being sexual with someone is horrible, and even performance enhancement drugs don't help. My penis is not the problem, it is my brain. I will be filtering my computer this week from pornography, as I have proved to myself time and time again I cannot restrain from using it on my own. I will be removing my counter for the time being as well since it is not really accurate. I know it is best to abstain from MO, but I will realistic enough to tell you that is not going to happen right away. First I will remove the use of pornography and experience my withdraw from that, then second (30 days later) move on to letting go of old pornographic images and fantasies in my mind. The second part will be the most difficult and it will take a while. Eventually I will stop MO altogether and experience my sexuality with a partner. Tall order, huh? Yep, but I want to get better.
It has been several months since I have logged on and I have not been abstaining from PMO. I have reached a point where I am tired of being stuck and alone. The ED I experience when being sexual with someone is horrible, and even performance enhancement drugs don't help. My penis is not the problem, it is my brain. I will be filtering my computer this week from pornography, as I have proved to myself time and time again I cannot restrain from using it on my own. I will be removing my counter for the time being as well since it is not really accurate. I know it is best to abstain from MO, but I will realistic enough to tell you that is not going to happen right away. First I will remove the use of pornography and experience my withdraw from that, then second (30 days later) move on to letting go of old pornographic images and fantasies in my mind. The second part will be the most difficult and it will take a while. Eventually I will stop MO altogether and experience my sexuality with a partner. Tall order, huh? Yep, but I want to get better.