remington81
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Day 30!!! First goal hit! I am extremely proud to have met my first goal! I'm a third of the way through to my third goal of 90 days!!! I'm doing it!!
Now onto some good news!
I woke up this morning with Morning wood. I would say this has always happened to me about 70% of the time. Even during my extreme ED episodes. So what's different you might ask? Well first, it was 110% hard. Haven't felt that in a minute. More importantly, the damn thing hung around for Almost 30 mins. I tried to take a morning sh*t and couldn't. Hahaha. At first I was mad, then I rejoiced! What a great "problem" to have! That hasn't happen in ages.
I feel good. I think im out of that flatline! No crazy thoughts about my friends or my gf! I was tripping last night! I thank God she had to work over night and wasn't around to see me acting crazy! Questioning everyone! I'm glad I'm back. My d didn't feel dead today. It didn't feel "alive" I think. But I really wish my gf was here this morning! Man oh man! Lol....
Mood is good! Can wait to see what 40 days will bring. I'm noticing that I've been kind of feening for a O. I want to know what it feels like! I was tempted to try and check but I passed. Want my first time to be with my gf!
You all be safe, and have a great day.
Now onto some good news!
I woke up this morning with Morning wood. I would say this has always happened to me about 70% of the time. Even during my extreme ED episodes. So what's different you might ask? Well first, it was 110% hard. Haven't felt that in a minute. More importantly, the damn thing hung around for Almost 30 mins. I tried to take a morning sh*t and couldn't. Hahaha. At first I was mad, then I rejoiced! What a great "problem" to have! That hasn't happen in ages.
I feel good. I think im out of that flatline! No crazy thoughts about my friends or my gf! I was tripping last night! I thank God she had to work over night and wasn't around to see me acting crazy! Questioning everyone! I'm glad I'm back. My d didn't feel dead today. It didn't feel "alive" I think. But I really wish my gf was here this morning! Man oh man! Lol....
Mood is good! Can wait to see what 40 days will bring. I'm noticing that I've been kind of feening for a O. I want to know what it feels like! I was tempted to try and check but I passed. Want my first time to be with my gf!
You all be safe, and have a great day.