Time to Get Serious

Fallen

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Day 22

Woo hoo! I've hit 20 days today. Almost halfway to my goal. I'm feeling less cravings, even when conditions aren't optimum, so I'm pretty excited about that. Yesterday I was running on 2-3h sleep. I didn't get all that much work done, and I did end up playing games instead of working (which can be a gateway to other things), but on the whole I felt that I did reasonably considering I just wanted to lay down & sleep all day. Still tired today.

Tired: yes 6-7h, 2-3h yesterday
Dirty: nope
Stressed: not much, got lots done at work last week & got through my difficult conversation with my pastor
Alone: I'm SO alone! Well, same as always really - it has been a factor in feeling tempted to waste time instead of work
Hungry: a bit (he he...)
 

tscooter

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Your success is inspirational to me. I literally fell off the wagon altogether. I was waiting to develop a better plan before trying the reboot again, but I have found that I despise P so much that I will develop the plan while I'm rebooting.

I can't really say anything else right now. Congrats on 20...here's to 40!

I feel everything I say is invalid until I get this thing under control. This is a dangerous mindset, but its where I am right now. My desire is to be free, and I am depending on God to get it done

 
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