Hi.I am 44,been fapping since I was 15 or so(almost thirty years holy crap)and PMO hard core for I guess the last ten years.I remember when we finally got the internet,it was only dial up but it was like being in a candy store.Every fantasy that was in my brain I could now finally realise in the "flesh".Then came high speed internet and things were even worse.
I have had a large degree of sexual dysfunction due to antidepressants and as a result I have not made love to my wife properly for many years now which is just sad.We still get each other off but there is no penetration.I recently changed medication to a drug with supposedly no sexual side effects but guess what I still can't get it up enough for sex.
I have always been prone to a bit of performance anxiety and after years of not "doing it" properly my confidence is zero.
After a very unsatisfying PMO last night I felt so depressed I started searching for help and ended up here.God I hope this is the answer to bonerville and it's not because I 'm just a loser which is what I feel like.Not being able to perform is impacting my confidence outside of the bedroom as well as I just don't feel like a real man anymore.Any way today's the day for change.Although I'm not going to tell my wife about my addiction (hey sweetie how was your day,oh by the way I been addicted to porn all our married life and sometimes I'm even looking at naked girls while I'm talking to you) I think I will tell her I think it would be good to have a rest to get the flames of passion burning again.Wish me luck.
I have had a large degree of sexual dysfunction due to antidepressants and as a result I have not made love to my wife properly for many years now which is just sad.We still get each other off but there is no penetration.I recently changed medication to a drug with supposedly no sexual side effects but guess what I still can't get it up enough for sex.
I have always been prone to a bit of performance anxiety and after years of not "doing it" properly my confidence is zero.
After a very unsatisfying PMO last night I felt so depressed I started searching for help and ended up here.God I hope this is the answer to bonerville and it's not because I 'm just a loser which is what I feel like.Not being able to perform is impacting my confidence outside of the bedroom as well as I just don't feel like a real man anymore.Any way today's the day for change.Although I'm not going to tell my wife about my addiction (hey sweetie how was your day,oh by the way I been addicted to porn all our married life and sometimes I'm even looking at naked girls while I'm talking to you) I think I will tell her I think it would be good to have a rest to get the flames of passion burning again.Wish me luck.