Reboot attempt #2

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TP

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1 week is great! You are already very strong. Try to do 8 days. Next time 9... One little baby step sometimes can be a huge leap.:)
 
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NoPMO4Love

Member
Totally man! I need to quit trying to jump so big. Thanks for the advice. I feel great today. I went out on a date Saturday and could totally see potential in that girl. I want to be P free by my next relationship. New goals ^_^
 
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mtaha2015

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NOPMO. newadam is right, just keep coming back on track after every relapse or binge. don't swing, stick to one plan. our brain plays with us in reboot process. we have to deal with our brain too. it is a tricky brain , don't let your brain trick on you. it is a very lengthy process. just keep working hard and keep working good for your better future NOPMO. I also binged yesterday , 2 times relapsed yesterday , Now I am back on track with full energy. my mental focus and concentration is great. I am ready to leave porn behind for ever in my life. I am try, I will keep trying. I won't give up. don't give up friend.
 
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NoPMO4Love

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@Mtaha for sure man. It's really nice seeing how strong other people on this forum are. It helps me feed off your guy's positive vibes and gives me strength to keep fighting it. We've got this man! ^_^
 
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NoPMO4Love

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Hey guys, It's been a minute since i've posted anything. I actually had a relapse and was a little embarrassed to admit it. I'm going on 5 days strong right now though and am feeling great. I've been seeing this girl who I'm really falling for. She was over last night and things got heated. I told her it's best that we wait because I really liked her, secretly also because I was too embarrassed to admit my Porn induced ED. I got semi hard at one point but was nothing like I should have been. I'm a little nervous though because she really wants to have sex I just am unsure what to do. I dont' know how to really talk about that truthfully. It's actually to the point where I'm a little scared and hoping my little guy kicks in and doesnt embarrass me when it finally does come to that. It sucks because i love sex but now i feel afraid of it because i don't want to be soft =\ I actually decided to do a hard reboot and no MO for the time being. I'm hoping i recover fast. I'd hate her to shy away from me because of ED =\
 
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NoPMO4Love

Member
Today is the mark of 2 weeks, which is the longest I have gone without PMO. Last time I relapsed on day 14 when I was in another country. I've got a lot more I'm fighting for this time and am not going back. My libido is still pretty much shot, I have a hard time staying erect during sex, I've been extremely tired the past week but am going to power through this. No more porn for me ever.
 
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NoPMO4Love

Member
Day 16 and I'm feeling great for the most part. This is the farthest I've gotten thus far and am extremely happy. My urges the past 2 days have been slowly coming back but I've been able to with hold. I can't  ever go back to my old habits. When I think about watching it, it literally disgusts me now. 

Yesterday and today I actually felt like my energy is coming back to me even off less sleep than I'm normally getting. I am still having a really hard time focusing when working, my mind is scattered and I'm all over the place which is making me think I have ADHD. I find it hard to work for more than 15-20 minutes unless I'm doing something I am really enjoying. Thanks for the read everyone!
 
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NoPMO4Love

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It's been a few days since I've posted. Today is the mark of 3 weeks porn free so far and man does it feel good saying that. I haven't been this far yet so the rest is a mystery to me. This past weekend I confessed to the girl I have been talking with what I am going through and she was absolutely amazing and cool about it all. She is supporting me and wants to help me push through it. I feel better than ever, my libido is coming back when I am around real women but still no crazy urges while I am online. I hope it stays this way as I'm starting to realize how much of a slippery slope I started going down. Thanks all happy Tuesday!
 
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NoPMO4Love

Member
It's been one month today!!! I feel so accomplished but still have  so far to go. My libido has been back and kicking which has made it relatively hard the past week. I almost caved yesterday but withheld. My now girlfriend knows about everything and what I am trying to accomplish and lucky for me she has been incredibly supportive. I haven't been super active on here lately but this site has been so helpful, thanks so much everyone
 
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