Hello forum - how is everybody doing?
I am new to this site - my first day and first post.
No PMO for me in 6 days. Feeling really good with some emotional ups and downs in between. I definitely feel like I look better and overall feel it. I have a few questions/concerns; maybe you guys can give me some ffed back.
A little background on me. I started PMO when I was around 12 to VHS tapes. I would sneak downstairs when no one was around and PMO as quick as I could so I wouldn't get caught. I haven't always watched porn. I have had a few relationships and never really had problems having sex. There are def times I O'd a lot quicker than planned but what can you do; there are also times that I couldn't. I do have an addictive personality and had issues with drugs and alcohol. I really started to get bad with PMO about 3 years ago. I lost my job and place; pretty much had to start life over. Went back to school and while in school a doctor put me on anti depressants. I would go to school then be home and PMO while on the scripts. I feel like that affected me. Around the same time I started school I began a relationship. Through the relationship I would PMO, she knew but not to the extent. I have a had rare days where I have PMO 3 times in a day but I was always good for one. More than one PMO session a day I have done but few and far in between.
I am to the point now where I feel dead down there unless I watch P. I have had enough of it! I want to be free of it. The last time I tried reboot was 2 months ago and made it 21 days. I am in for the long haul now. It feels good to share this stuff. I have a lot more to say and will definitely share more.
?? Did anyone ever feel like their testicle region was sore after no PMO for a few days? Not the testicles themselves but in the scrotum region. Its almost as if my body is ready for PMO and is waiting to O. Its not pain, but discomfort.
?? I have a flirtatious situation at work with this woman. we play around a little. Is this bad for my reboot? By playing I mean we have kissed a little and have a touchy feely relationship but no sex and no real messing around. Its playful. At times when we have been touching I have gotten erect and some prejaculate has come out. This ever happen to anyone? I would probably O very quickly if we were to get really physical.
Thoughts?
Thank you for reading this! To everybody out there, stay strong and focused!
I am new to this site - my first day and first post.
No PMO for me in 6 days. Feeling really good with some emotional ups and downs in between. I definitely feel like I look better and overall feel it. I have a few questions/concerns; maybe you guys can give me some ffed back.
A little background on me. I started PMO when I was around 12 to VHS tapes. I would sneak downstairs when no one was around and PMO as quick as I could so I wouldn't get caught. I haven't always watched porn. I have had a few relationships and never really had problems having sex. There are def times I O'd a lot quicker than planned but what can you do; there are also times that I couldn't. I do have an addictive personality and had issues with drugs and alcohol. I really started to get bad with PMO about 3 years ago. I lost my job and place; pretty much had to start life over. Went back to school and while in school a doctor put me on anti depressants. I would go to school then be home and PMO while on the scripts. I feel like that affected me. Around the same time I started school I began a relationship. Through the relationship I would PMO, she knew but not to the extent. I have a had rare days where I have PMO 3 times in a day but I was always good for one. More than one PMO session a day I have done but few and far in between.
I am to the point now where I feel dead down there unless I watch P. I have had enough of it! I want to be free of it. The last time I tried reboot was 2 months ago and made it 21 days. I am in for the long haul now. It feels good to share this stuff. I have a lot more to say and will definitely share more.
?? Did anyone ever feel like their testicle region was sore after no PMO for a few days? Not the testicles themselves but in the scrotum region. Its almost as if my body is ready for PMO and is waiting to O. Its not pain, but discomfort.
?? I have a flirtatious situation at work with this woman. we play around a little. Is this bad for my reboot? By playing I mean we have kissed a little and have a touchy feely relationship but no sex and no real messing around. Its playful. At times when we have been touching I have gotten erect and some prejaculate has come out. This ever happen to anyone? I would probably O very quickly if we were to get really physical.
Thoughts?
Thank you for reading this! To everybody out there, stay strong and focused!