Matt's Recovery Journal - Support and/or buddy are welcome!

[mec.vivant]

You know, that was my concern when people talk about seed without orgasm. It doesn't make sense. Don't have sex, do karezza, or have satisfying sex, but don't go inbetween. It's like an alcoholic going to a wine tasting.
I suggest, if you still would like to have sex, to try to do it all the way and see if you have the same cravings to M after. Of you still have the cravings, maybe you should stop having sex altogether.

Well maxime, it's not because I don't want to have an O, I just couldn't keep it hard. Trust me, I would love to O if I could. Even he teased me in the end that I should watch porn again.

Sorry if my posts seemed depressive lately, I'll post something cheerful soon.

 

[mec.vivant]

So, i promised to post something cheerful.

Look what I did with my spare time:

Made with markers.

It is taken from Holstee Manifesto. Check it out!

Also, I listen to music such as Demon - Imagine dragon. The lyrics just hit me.

Have a good day to you all and Be Strong!!!