razorbladenation
Member
Hi all,
I am rebooting. I've been reading all of your other forums but I am ready to cut porn out of my life. Should I quit masterbating too?
I am a failure. I have a confession. I mostly watch porn when I'm drunk, or at least that is how I fall back into using porn. I am too numb and I can't get off without when I drink. Then I feel depressed that I slipped backwards and so I continue doing it once I have restarted.
I can not escape triggers. Because of my profession I am unable to cut internet out of my life or do any of the things that Gabe has done.
What I am most ashamed about is that as an alternative to porn I started looking at photos of girls I meet on Facebook. I scroll through them to find a pose of them that looks sexy and then try and use my imagination to undress them with my mind. I know this is wrong and an invasion and I would like to cut this out of my life... I need help.
I am rebooting. I've been reading all of your other forums but I am ready to cut porn out of my life. Should I quit masterbating too?
I am a failure. I have a confession. I mostly watch porn when I'm drunk, or at least that is how I fall back into using porn. I am too numb and I can't get off without when I drink. Then I feel depressed that I slipped backwards and so I continue doing it once I have restarted.
I can not escape triggers. Because of my profession I am unable to cut internet out of my life or do any of the things that Gabe has done.
What I am most ashamed about is that as an alternative to porn I started looking at photos of girls I meet on Facebook. I scroll through them to find a pose of them that looks sexy and then try and use my imagination to undress them with my mind. I know this is wrong and an invasion and I would like to cut this out of my life... I need help.