Hey guys!
French dude here, 21 yo, studying computer science. I have a gf for 3 years now.
Here is a link of my old YBR journal : http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=9181.msg152466#msg152466
I quit the YBR forum as I was feeling better, I never really recovered but I stopped "compulsive" masturbation for a while and totally stopped porn.
However, with time going on, I started being less attracted to my girlfriend, we were both mad at each other for a while, and I started masturbating again to evacuate the frustration.
This week I masturbated every day, from 1 to 4 times. I feel like I wasted so much energy, I just dont want to do anything right now...
Those last months, I don't go ou that much, I don't call much my friends, I don't practice sport enough, I don't really improve my life...
So, I have to stop this shit, for real. I wanna be the sex machine I was when I met her again, I wanna have those hard-as-a-rock erections and that energy that makes me want to conquer the world again.
I'd like to stop using the computer too but hey.. i'm studying computer science so... I'd really like to find a balance to this, to use only my computer for work and self improvment, and destroy all the procrastination and stuff.
I'm here to recover and stop, and make friends and recovering buddies. I'll share as much tips as I can.
I'm into sport a bit too and self improvment, so don't worry if you see working out / social activities / health / ... stuff on my journal. I'm pretty sure it's a part of the recovery.
See you guys! I'm already feeling a bit better.
French dude here, 21 yo, studying computer science. I have a gf for 3 years now.
Here is a link of my old YBR journal : http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=9181.msg152466#msg152466
I quit the YBR forum as I was feeling better, I never really recovered but I stopped "compulsive" masturbation for a while and totally stopped porn.
However, with time going on, I started being less attracted to my girlfriend, we were both mad at each other for a while, and I started masturbating again to evacuate the frustration.
This week I masturbated every day, from 1 to 4 times. I feel like I wasted so much energy, I just dont want to do anything right now...
Those last months, I don't go ou that much, I don't call much my friends, I don't practice sport enough, I don't really improve my life...
So, I have to stop this shit, for real. I wanna be the sex machine I was when I met her again, I wanna have those hard-as-a-rock erections and that energy that makes me want to conquer the world again.
I'd like to stop using the computer too but hey.. i'm studying computer science so... I'd really like to find a balance to this, to use only my computer for work and self improvment, and destroy all the procrastination and stuff.
I'm here to recover and stop, and make friends and recovering buddies. I'll share as much tips as I can.
I'm into sport a bit too and self improvment, so don't worry if you see working out / social activities / health / ... stuff on my journal. I'm pretty sure it's a part of the recovery.
See you guys! I'm already feeling a bit better.