I almost hit the 90 days. And I fucked up. Right before my goal.
So i felt really depressed this evening being alone just with random thoughts.
I bought some condoms yesterday for a festival and kinda wanted to test if these fit. So I got a hard one (just by touch) and put it on. Then, for some reason just couldn't stop and M'd. Terrible. I feel even more depressed and stupid now.
I didn't use any sexual stimulation while doing this so I am actually wondering if I did much harm?
Or should I reset my counter?
God damn it I feel really depressed now :/
So i felt really depressed this evening being alone just with random thoughts.
I bought some condoms yesterday for a festival and kinda wanted to test if these fit. So I got a hard one (just by touch) and put it on. Then, for some reason just couldn't stop and M'd. Terrible. I feel even more depressed and stupid now.
I didn't use any sexual stimulation while doing this so I am actually wondering if I did much harm?
Or should I reset my counter?
God damn it I feel really depressed now :/