CarloGualvez
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Day 12: Near to relapses
I am so proud of myself because I conquered another "near-to-relapse" situation. Do you remember the girl with the big boobs? I've checked her profile again and guess what? While viewing her pictures, I am massaging my dick but I did not go!!! 12 days is a pretty too damn far to relapse and I don't want to have a bad feeling after. Even if this is a near-to-relapse situation, I still recognized this as an improvement because I know the girl which means I can pursue her if I really want and I stopped viewing porn which are just artificial girls and girls that I don't know. This situation is an improvement to my reboot.
Even if it is a good one, I must stop fantasizing and start moving. I just realized that I deserve a beautiful woman and not just fantasizing their pictures. Next move? I am planning a date but still thinking about it. Why? Because she will just be an instrument of my sexual desires and not really a good girlfriend material for me. I am just wasting my time if my purpose is only the first one.
Bring it on! Live up!
I am so proud of myself because I conquered another "near-to-relapse" situation. Do you remember the girl with the big boobs? I've checked her profile again and guess what? While viewing her pictures, I am massaging my dick but I did not go!!! 12 days is a pretty too damn far to relapse and I don't want to have a bad feeling after. Even if this is a near-to-relapse situation, I still recognized this as an improvement because I know the girl which means I can pursue her if I really want and I stopped viewing porn which are just artificial girls and girls that I don't know. This situation is an improvement to my reboot.
Even if it is a good one, I must stop fantasizing and start moving. I just realized that I deserve a beautiful woman and not just fantasizing their pictures. Next move? I am planning a date but still thinking about it. Why? Because she will just be an instrument of my sexual desires and not really a good girlfriend material for me. I am just wasting my time if my purpose is only the first one.
Bring it on! Live up!