2 weeks in & I see a difference, but he does not/ won't admit (to my knowledge)

[sjanem]

Thanks Hoopvol,

Thank you for reading my posts. I appreciate everyones replies...so helpful!

I have been through a lot of hard times in my life. Dark days for sure, before my SO came along. Looking back at all the hardships and struggles I have been through....this might be the most difficult for me.  I think because all the other times in life, I was in control of making a change/ improvement and I always did. Here, this really has nothing to do with me. I have had more difficult conversation in the last 3 weeks, than in the last few years.

I have never been an addict of anything, nor have I been in a relationship with anyone who was an adddict of anything. This is so new to me. It is painful to watch. I mean, he's not hooked on drugs or anything but still, the pain is just the same. Seeing him so screwed up and oblivious, or in denial is painful to watch. I don't know whether to feel bad for him, or feel like he is just a childish idiot and deserves whatever comes out of his denial.

I've been to a number of theme parks but, this is definitley the most nerve racking and anxiety filled roller coaster I've ever been on.

 

[Pr3c1se]

I'm confident we're all addicts of something.  Just, some addictions are socially acceptable.  Have you seen teenagers with their cell phones?  Coffee?  lol, come on.. COFFEEE!?!?!  lol