Road to Perfection: Day 33 -

[HateCrew]

I went to the museum today, and I went with my ex.

Yea, it's complicated. We spent some time together and we slowly got that connection going on again, but I don't want to jump into conclusions too soon. It was nice to see her smile and blush again.

She told me that I lost weight and that I was very handsome.


Anyway, I've been trying a new form of meditation this morning. It was quite relaxing. According to the Yoga International website, "Mula bandha is stabilizing and calming. It also enhances the energy of concentration." It focuses on the contractions and relaxation of the perineal muscles. It's pretty much a kegel exercise, so I'll be testing that out and tell you guys if there's any improvement.

 

[HateCrew]

I'm back. Been away from awhile and I got some info to share.

Kegel exercise does work. I've been seeing a bit of improvement with my erections and my partner noticed how big it has become compared to before. However, I've only done this for a few days.

I've had sex, but it wasn't for long since my partner's kid was awake and almost walked into us while doing the act. Whoopsie.

I've masturbated and orgasmed twice... but not with the help of Porn. I am actually finding it boring now. I tested for myself a few days ago and I watched porn and hentai porn. Yes I did get an erection, but it soon faded away and I stopped completely.

Lately I just want to be close to a woman...

Now I have reseted my counter and ready to go at it once more. This time, without even masturbating. I want to save up this sexual energy for next time the opportunity shows up.


To Victory!