crazygdude
Member
Day 11,
Well today was not bad at all. I no real urges came on today, I even saw a post referencing a porn website and before when I would have been triggered I had just the smallest urge when before I would have probably gave in and relapsed. It's crazy how much this journaling helps out. It's like I don't have to keep it all in and feel like I have this secret I can't tell anyone. Before journaling it used to feel like I was stuck through this struggle on my own, but with reading others journals and others encouragement I feel like this will be the time I successfully reboot. I believe it in my soul when before I used to just attempt without fulling believing it. But I am way beyond my last record for days without PMO.
Well today was not bad at all. I no real urges came on today, I even saw a post referencing a porn website and before when I would have been triggered I had just the smallest urge when before I would have probably gave in and relapsed. It's crazy how much this journaling helps out. It's like I don't have to keep it all in and feel like I have this secret I can't tell anyone. Before journaling it used to feel like I was stuck through this struggle on my own, but with reading others journals and others encouragement I feel like this will be the time I successfully reboot. I believe it in my soul when before I used to just attempt without fulling believing it. But I am way beyond my last record for days without PMO.