I know this is pretty damn controversial of me. But the other night I saw a pretty arousing image of a woman and I made the conscious decision, after hours of going back and forth- to go ahead and jsut let this one out. Of course once I O'ed it was painful and I regretted it because of that, but i looked at this more as an experiment than a compulsive urge to just fap. It let me know that I don't miss fapping and Im at the point that I realize it's not worth the time, energy and mess
Most of all though, I realize the counter is not what truly counts either,and the relapse didn't really set me back much when fapping at 86 days; I am planning to not just quit for 90 days but for life - and while there's no 'set goal' I am planning to go for a whole year now - that's right, 2016, all of it, without PMO. While 90 days is a great thing to shoot for, it's not only to catapult you into a lifelong reboot. What it proves to you ( certianly for me) is that if I can go this long, then I can actually do life without this thing! The thought of this 3 months ago seemed impossible!
Another thing is, I haven't been completely hard moding myself during the reboot - I have been peeking (without MO) and I bet it's really been stopping some progress and keeping that little inkling. So I am setting for none now - dont underestimate how much even peeking can do to you ...
Most of all though, I realize the counter is not what truly counts either,and the relapse didn't really set me back much when fapping at 86 days; I am planning to not just quit for 90 days but for life - and while there's no 'set goal' I am planning to go for a whole year now - that's right, 2016, all of it, without PMO. While 90 days is a great thing to shoot for, it's not only to catapult you into a lifelong reboot. What it proves to you ( certianly for me) is that if I can go this long, then I can actually do life without this thing! The thought of this 3 months ago seemed impossible!
Another thing is, I haven't been completely hard moding myself during the reboot - I have been peeking (without MO) and I bet it's really been stopping some progress and keeping that little inkling. So I am setting for none now - dont underestimate how much even peeking can do to you ...