johnnypark
Member
Hi guys, long time lurker, first time poster. I'm 31, porn addict who in the past year escelated to shamefully using escorts 2-3 times, thankfully stopped that. Masturbated at 9, liked it-first watched porn at 12, normal genres then went to more extreme stuff. Came across Gabe's videos plus Gary's book. Both godsends! 33 days into my no PMO Reboot, longest I've probably ever got since college and that time was just accident!! First couple of days were hard, strong urges. Got through them . Hit a serious flatline 2 weeks in, no libido, urges..nothing. Morning wood between 4-5 am most mornings, but not sleeping great either.Depression and anxiety from withdrawal haven't been too bad until yesterday then .bam...Hit me hard. Shitty mood, deep sighing breathing( anxiety) over nothing at all. Still no urges but the crap mood is tempting me back to porn just to pick my mood up, stupid I know. Been hitting the gym hard too. Please help, is this common, does it pass.
Thanks guys.
Thanks guys.