LeirTheFox
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[Day 13: Sunday, March 20, 2016]
Woke up around midday again naturally.
This part was pretty much like yesterday.
During afternoon, set my plans for dating that waitress chick.
We arranged to meet at night.
I read the book, ate some stuff and played guitar.
It was pretty much a chill afternoon.
After I trimmed my beard and got ready for the date, that girl sent me a message and asked me to wait for awhile.
I decided to treat myself nicely and went to buy a chocolate and some snacks.
When I was about to leave the apartment, I met this beautiful woman taking care of this cat, that seemed lost.
I talked with her for awhile and tried to help her find the owner. That actually doesn't mean much: I just told the gatekeeper to look out if someone shows up searching for a nice cat.
After I bought the stuff and ate the chocolate, the girl said she was about to leave.
So I met her. We spent some time talking, laughing and everything was alright.
I don't have any fancy techniques to get the girl or anything. I just try to enjoy her company the most and, when I'm feeling the best, I reach for her hand and grab it. If she lets it, I know it's all game. It hardly fails, and when it did, it wasn't because I done anything unrespectful to her.
So I did that and, after some time, we kissed. We went on tongue-fencing for about fifteen minutes.
The first thoughts that came to my mind after that were in comparison to my last date.
I brushed them off, telling that people are different and, besides, it wasn't that bad.
Everytime thoughts of missing her comes, I dispel them.
Also, I decided not to lie to her or use her. I'll come real clean with her on the next days, disclosing about past relationships, current emotional unavailableness and limerence. If she doesn't want to go on, I'll respect that.
She's a nice girl and I wouldn't like to hurt her ? that's why I'll play honestly.
After I went back home, watched some anime, eat the snacks and now I'm here.
I'm kinda tired. Since I'm going to wake up early tomorrow, guess it's time to call it a day.
Cheers,
L.
Woke up around midday again naturally.
This part was pretty much like yesterday.
During afternoon, set my plans for dating that waitress chick.
We arranged to meet at night.
I read the book, ate some stuff and played guitar.
It was pretty much a chill afternoon.
After I trimmed my beard and got ready for the date, that girl sent me a message and asked me to wait for awhile.
I decided to treat myself nicely and went to buy a chocolate and some snacks.
When I was about to leave the apartment, I met this beautiful woman taking care of this cat, that seemed lost.
I talked with her for awhile and tried to help her find the owner. That actually doesn't mean much: I just told the gatekeeper to look out if someone shows up searching for a nice cat.
After I bought the stuff and ate the chocolate, the girl said she was about to leave.
So I met her. We spent some time talking, laughing and everything was alright.
I don't have any fancy techniques to get the girl or anything. I just try to enjoy her company the most and, when I'm feeling the best, I reach for her hand and grab it. If she lets it, I know it's all game. It hardly fails, and when it did, it wasn't because I done anything unrespectful to her.
So I did that and, after some time, we kissed. We went on tongue-fencing for about fifteen minutes.
The first thoughts that came to my mind after that were in comparison to my last date.
I brushed them off, telling that people are different and, besides, it wasn't that bad.
Everytime thoughts of missing her comes, I dispel them.
Also, I decided not to lie to her or use her. I'll come real clean with her on the next days, disclosing about past relationships, current emotional unavailableness and limerence. If she doesn't want to go on, I'll respect that.
She's a nice girl and I wouldn't like to hurt her ? that's why I'll play honestly.
After I went back home, watched some anime, eat the snacks and now I'm here.
I'm kinda tired. Since I'm going to wake up early tomorrow, guess it's time to call it a day.
Cheers,
L.