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[iwanttofeelagain]

Yeah after 2-3 weeks it gets really hard not to M so I'm gonna allow myself to do it without P. I've been meeting escorts too in the past and as you've said there is absolutely no satisfaction in it. Before, it seemed like the ultimate fantasy but afterwards I felt terribly lonely. What a waste of money. We just have to remind ourselves of all the good things we could buy for that. Or even just some beers with friends.

 

[iwanttofeelagain]

Oh man, a lot of relapsing lately, I had heavy urges plus I was somehow thinking "what the hell, you can do this later", so I almost returned to my normal porn habit, had been binging one night for 4 hours or more and it felt so, well, great. But afterwards I was totally down and thought I'm not gonna make it. The motivation was completely lost. But now I wanna start again. Hope I can find the motivation... How do you guys motivate yourself after heavy relapses?
Cheers!