desperate for a new life
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italianwanker
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day 11 8)
I'm still here and I'm still standing, my first goal (day26) is getting closer.
At the moment I don't have withdrawal symptoms. I just feel a little bit weaker
but... nothing serious.
Very important is the fact that I am much more focused. I'm reading more than
usual and, as I mentioned many times, I spent less time online.
I'm still here and I'm still standing, my first goal (day26) is getting closer.
At the moment I don't have withdrawal symptoms. I just feel a little bit weaker
but... nothing serious.
Very important is the fact that I am much more focused. I'm reading more than
usual and, as I mentioned many times, I spent less time online.
italianwanker
Member
today is day12 and I start to feel stronger.
I feel less embarassed when I speak with real people, especially girls.
I think that this attempt is gonna be the good one. 8)
Life is short, I cannot waste it with all this artificial shit, I want to live.
I decided that I am going to allow me just half an hour browsing every week end,
because as I mentioned porn addiction is just a part of a bigger addiction which is internet (browsing) addiction.
I feel less embarassed when I speak with real people, especially girls.
I think that this attempt is gonna be the good one. 8)
Life is short, I cannot waste it with all this artificial shit, I want to live.
I decided that I am going to allow me just half an hour browsing every week end,
because as I mentioned porn addiction is just a part of a bigger addiction which is internet (browsing) addiction.
italianwanker
Member
davenl said:
thanks man we all to win this addiction and say fuckoff to the dark side of the net.
italianwanker
Member
day13
the weekend is getting closer. I know that during the weekend avoiding porn is more difficult
but I'm optimistic.
I am gonna defeat my demons. 8)
the weekend is getting closer. I know that during the weekend avoiding porn is more difficult
but I'm optimistic.
I am gonna defeat my demons. 8)
italianwanker
Member
guys I'm happy because I resisted my urges also this weekend 8)
today is day16 just 10 days to go in order to break my previous record.
I start to feel more confident I enjoy to speak with other people. It's good
news because I am bit sociophobic.
today is day16 just 10 days to go in order to break my previous record.
I start to feel more confident I enjoy to speak with other people. It's good
news because I am bit sociophobic.
italianwanker
Member
motojunky said:
thanks man. I will
today it's day 17 (this number means bad luck in italy, but I'm not supersticious ;D) and I feel
very confident at the moment.
italianwanker
Member
TiramiSu said:
Yeah I think it's a very strange addiction. It's not like quitting cigarettes. For example after 18 days I start to feel more confident in my relationship with other people but yesterday I also got some urges to look at some porn or porn substitute.
I am sure I am gonna break my record because it's just one week to go but I am also aware that the most difficult part will follow 8)
my second goal will be 100 days without porn o porn substitutes 8)
italianwanker
Member
hihi are you italian as well?
if so this could be the italian nopmo cup ;D
this weekend I will compete in kick boxing (light contact) for the first time in my life
I don't care about the results, I just want to express myself 8)
Now I'm on my second beer and my computer is switched on but... I am resisting.
if so this could be the italian nopmo cup ;D
this weekend I will compete in kick boxing (light contact) for the first time in my life
I don't care about the results, I just want to express myself 8)
Now I'm on my second beer and my computer is switched on but... I am resisting.
italianwanker
Member
yeah very nice, altought I lost :
but at my level is not very important to win but to take part to the competition in order to get getter in the sport.
anyway it was 2 rounds 2 minutes each but at the end I was really dead ;D I think that part of that was because
of tension (first match) and part because I need to.... run. I will start to run aswell next/this week. 8)
anyway the most important goal in my life is avoiding porn and I am very close to my first goal: breaking my previous
record.
I didn't count the days accurately but I guess it was a number between 20 and 25 (maybe I have already broke it): just
to stay sure I will consider this my new record if I will avoid pmo all this week.
Then second goal: 100 days!
but at my level is not very important to win but to take part to the competition in order to get getter in the sport.
anyway it was 2 rounds 2 minutes each but at the end I was really dead ;D I think that part of that was because
of tension (first match) and part because I need to.... run. I will start to run aswell next/this week. 8)
anyway the most important goal in my life is avoiding porn and I am very close to my first goal: breaking my previous
record.
I didn't count the days accurately but I guess it was a number between 20 and 25 (maybe I have already broke it): just
to stay sure I will consider this my new record if I will avoid pmo all this week.
Then second goal: 100 days!
offaxis
Active Member
You're right that it's the taking part that counts... at least until you build up enough experience and training to really compete . Keep it up! So much is just perseverance.
Good luck hitting that first goal soon. I hope you are seeing the benefits of living a more rich and fulfilling life already, doing other things you love in the world. Things that are real!
Take care of yourself.
. Keep it up! So much is just perseverance.Good luck hitting that first goal soon. I hope you are seeing the benefits of living a more rich and fulfilling life already, doing other things you love in the world. Things that are real!
Take care of yourself.