warrior305
Member
Masturbating started at 13 years but without porn.
Watching Porn started at 16 years and continued till 27.
I escalated from venilla porn to hardcore fethishes like nylon, incest, anal and porn parody movies , grope videos.
whenever i was watching new type i was getting huge dopamine hit in my brain my tool was rock hard
I was masturbating for 6 long hours daily for one and half year .
One day i was watching a parody porn movie but i couldn't get erect my tool was totally dead.but i forced orgasam. From that day i lost my libido and erections .
Till now i am in flatline. No motivation suicidal thoughts getting worse. 3 months back i found ybop and RN.
I tried reboot but my max streak was 20 days. In those 20 days i got some progress like morning wood and little libido but i ruined my progress by relapse.
I want to marry a girl but in this situation i cant.
I know i have to tell this Sorry for my bad english.
Any suggestions inevitable.
Watching Porn started at 16 years and continued till 27.
I escalated from venilla porn to hardcore fethishes like nylon, incest, anal and porn parody movies , grope videos.
whenever i was watching new type i was getting huge dopamine hit in my brain my tool was rock hard
I was masturbating for 6 long hours daily for one and half year .
One day i was watching a parody porn movie but i couldn't get erect my tool was totally dead.but i forced orgasam. From that day i lost my libido and erections .
Till now i am in flatline. No motivation suicidal thoughts getting worse. 3 months back i found ybop and RN.
I tried reboot but my max streak was 20 days. In those 20 days i got some progress like morning wood and little libido but i ruined my progress by relapse.
I want to marry a girl but in this situation i cant.
I know i have to tell this Sorry for my bad english.
Any suggestions inevitable.