oncelostnowfound
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Day 52- Still at it, but I've been keeping myself really busy. A couple weeks ago I finished from traditional intercourse for the first time in my life, but no attempts again since then. I know I'm not cured, but I also know rebooting is working for me and I'm sticking with it.
I started this as a long time FAP addict and it was easy and difficult. Now, it's even easier and still difficult at times. Not the P anymore. I'm truly done with that. It's the lust. Not that I walk around erect all day, but I long for a release. I don't think masturbation is bad, just how I'd been doing it and I don't think it's safe for me to do that again yet. I'm sure I could start on sensation alone, but also that I'd probably slip into fantasy and relapse. That's not a risk I want to take.
Stay on the ride, it's taking us where we want to go.
I started this as a long time FAP addict and it was easy and difficult. Now, it's even easier and still difficult at times. Not the P anymore. I'm truly done with that. It's the lust. Not that I walk around erect all day, but I long for a release. I don't think masturbation is bad, just how I'd been doing it and I don't think it's safe for me to do that again yet. I'm sure I could start on sensation alone, but also that I'd probably slip into fantasy and relapse. That's not a risk I want to take.
Stay on the ride, it's taking us where we want to go.