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Congrats on 40! Sorry I'm late to post.
your doing great, top of your game. We can't avoid every situation but the more we practice keeping ourselves in check instead of just devouring women with our eyes, the better equipped we are for challenges. Good work.NoMorePr0n said:I don't know the exact length of my longest streak until now, but it was arround 7 weeks. So it's safe to say now this has been the longest porn-free period since my adolesence. And this time it feels like it's going to last.
I accidently saw a naked woman on tv in a non sexual way but i didn't fall for it, even though it was still a quite attractive woman. i didn't even really feel the rush of dopamine. This makes me feel very strong! Still want to avoid seeing naked bodies or anything other that migth trigger me for a while but i'm sure doing very fine now!
Delerium said:NoMorePron that sounds like a great plan.
Actually I need to see myself as loveable and dateable too, that will help with the willpower. Whenever I feel sorry for myself or feel unloveable it's very easy to go back to porn.
When I see a beautiful woman I just look away really fast. I don't leer anymore. Maybe imagine your sister (or moher) as one of these beautiful women, meaning if your sister were in that woman's situation, would you like some guy leering at her? I just thought of that one right now. I gotta remember it.
Keep up the great work! Rooting for ya here!
I don't think being healed will ever diminish the rush porn provides, its scientifically impossible. Your brain, the part that is stimulated by the female form, only sees sex, it can't make the determination that its artificial or actual. That's why its important we do our best to control what we let our brains see... I made the same mistake with a documentary I mentioned in an earlier posts. Just a few seconds of nudity and I struggled for 10 days. I have no idea if you are religious or a Christian, but what finally helped me regain my balance was confessing it to God and reading 1 John 1:9.NoMorePr0n said:I'm not doing well at the moment and am on the brink of giving in to porn... :-\
I was feeling stronger and stronger every day the last few weeks and at one point I thought nothing could really bring me down anymore.
But then last Saturday I had my window open to let in the cool air. I looked outside and accidentally saw what what my neighbor across the street was watching because his window was opened too. He was watching porn. At the moment I saw this I couldn't look away and my heart started to pounding like crazy. Luckily the view was somewhat obscured so I could get a really good look at it, also because of the distance, but it clearly was porn .
I wasn't expecting porn to still have such a strong effect on me.
I would probably have broken early in the reboot but the thought that it would be real stupid to give in after more then 60 days and after having tasted already so many of the benefits of not watching porn kept me on my feet so far.
I know these cravings will pass but they are the worst in a long time...I'm definitely not healed yet
Still....this is what I want... a live without porn... gotta keep going but it's hard right now