Rebooting till my dick gets so hard that i could smash bricks with it
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K-Dot
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Day 146
Anxiety hit me last night and I woke up at 2:30 AM in a cold sweat, this hasnt happened for a long time. This morning I had a dream about going out with one of my past girlfriend, woke up with a solid boner, but it didnt lasted very long.
I am too focused on my curret girlfriend, my PIED and not on my purpose.
Anxiety hit me last night and I woke up at 2:30 AM in a cold sweat, this hasnt happened for a long time. This morning I had a dream about going out with one of my past girlfriend, woke up with a solid boner, but it didnt lasted very long.
I am too focused on my curret girlfriend, my PIED and not on my purpose.
K-Dot
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Day 148
Went out with my girlfriend last night, she is amazing. She said that time stops for her when she's with me. Hope I'll recover soon and that I won't dissapoint her with a limp dick when we go for a sex. That's the only thing that's really bothering me in this 3- month relationship. She seems obsessed with me right now and I dont want to blow it up.
Went out with my girlfriend last night, she is amazing. She said that time stops for her when she's with me. Hope I'll recover soon and that I won't dissapoint her with a limp dick when we go for a sex. That's the only thing that's really bothering me in this 3- month relationship. She seems obsessed with me right now and I dont want to blow it up.
K-Dot
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Day 162
I have some confessions to share with y'all...
I went to concert with my girl last night, we had I great time. She is always telling me some sweet things and this time she said me "you're the best". At 2 AM we went to the other club and we sat alone in the corner. She was in my lap, we started making out. I've noticed that she's putting her hand so close to my dick and she didn't do that so far in these 3 months of our relationships. I started to stroke her vagina gently (over the jeans). A saw that she got excited and I've catched few hard erections and felt real dopamine rush. When we decided to go home, we stopped near the exit of the club and continued toour kissing session. She saw that the women's toilet is only a meter away and she grabbed me by the hand and pulled me in there and started kissing me inside. I felt that my dick is not hard anymore and didn't know what to do. When one girl came in and saw us I said " Let's get outta here until they dont catch me in the girl's toilete", but in a joking maneer. She seemed all over me all the time while I was taking her to catch a taxi. I forced myself to act cool/calm/collected, but deep down I felt like a big pussy because I didn't take a lead and fucked her when she brought me in the toilete. I was afraid of doing it, because I was sure that I'll either have PIED or PE. It was so easy to be masculine in the begining of our relationship, but since I've started to catch feelings for this girl I got so anxious about dissapointing her when it comes time to have a sex and now I feel like all my self-confidence is fading away and now I always feel like I'm not entitled to her (even she's pursuing me most of the times).
Fuck porn, anxiety and PIED!
I have some confessions to share with y'all...
I went to concert with my girl last night, we had I great time. She is always telling me some sweet things and this time she said me "you're the best". At 2 AM we went to the other club and we sat alone in the corner. She was in my lap, we started making out. I've noticed that she's putting her hand so close to my dick and she didn't do that so far in these 3 months of our relationships. I started to stroke her vagina gently (over the jeans). A saw that she got excited and I've catched few hard erections and felt real dopamine rush. When we decided to go home, we stopped near the exit of the club and continued toour kissing session. She saw that the women's toilet is only a meter away and she grabbed me by the hand and pulled me in there and started kissing me inside. I felt that my dick is not hard anymore and didn't know what to do. When one girl came in and saw us I said " Let's get outta here until they dont catch me in the girl's toilete", but in a joking maneer. She seemed all over me all the time while I was taking her to catch a taxi. I forced myself to act cool/calm/collected, but deep down I felt like a big pussy because I didn't take a lead and fucked her when she brought me in the toilete. I was afraid of doing it, because I was sure that I'll either have PIED or PE. It was so easy to be masculine in the begining of our relationship, but since I've started to catch feelings for this girl I got so anxious about dissapointing her when it comes time to have a sex and now I feel like all my self-confidence is fading away and now I always feel like I'm not entitled to her (even she's pursuing me most of the times).
Fuck porn, anxiety and PIED!
K-Dot
Active Member
Day 165
Yesterday I felt flatline coming back to high intensity. I was sitting drunk in the park with my girl and we made out. I started touching her boobs and then i put my hand down and played with her clitoris. I felt low sex drive and my erection was weak or did not existed all the time and just the day before I got 100% hard just by thinking of her sitting in my lap
Yesterday I felt flatline coming back to high intensity. I was sitting drunk in the park with my girl and we made out. I started touching her boobs and then i put my hand down and played with her clitoris. I felt low sex drive and my erection was weak or did not existed all the time and just the day before I got 100% hard just by thinking of her sitting in my lap
K-Dot
Active Member
Day 169
I'll turn 23 soon. I'll also pass 6 months of noPMO at the same time. My girlfriend will come to my place for new year's eve. I think I'll go extra hard mode until then - no instagram, no facebook, I need my dick to work until then. Fact - I also didn't MO-ed this whole streak and this is the longest time ever I went without fapping (Since I've started to jack off of course yo stupid ass! just kiddin I love y'all)
I'll turn 23 soon. I'll also pass 6 months of noPMO at the same time. My girlfriend will come to my place for new year's eve. I think I'll go extra hard mode until then - no instagram, no facebook, I need my dick to work until then. Fact - I also didn't MO-ed this whole streak and this is the longest time ever I went without fapping (Since I've started to jack off of course yo stupid ass! just kiddin I love y'all)