Brutus
Active Member
Day 48 no PMO
It feels good to be a little over halfway to 90 days. One weird thing I noticed lately is that I am eating a lot of food despite not really being hungry. I wonder if this is my brain trying to get dopamine from other sources now that I'm not looking at P. Luckily I'm eating a Whole Foods Plant Based diet right now. It's extremely difficult to gain weight when you are only eating fruits, vegetables and whole grains.
I read this today by John Pontius, a Christian author. I find that it especially applies to my addiction.
"If you try to act on your own [power], by your own willpower, you are pitting your strength against the power of the addiction---and the fact that you even have an addiction stipulates that your strength isn't up to the task."
Realizing my own power isn't up to the task, I put my trust in God just as Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." His power is what has brought me to day 48 and will continue to carry me.
It feels good to be a little over halfway to 90 days. One weird thing I noticed lately is that I am eating a lot of food despite not really being hungry. I wonder if this is my brain trying to get dopamine from other sources now that I'm not looking at P. Luckily I'm eating a Whole Foods Plant Based diet right now. It's extremely difficult to gain weight when you are only eating fruits, vegetables and whole grains.
I read this today by John Pontius, a Christian author. I find that it especially applies to my addiction.
"If you try to act on your own [power], by your own willpower, you are pitting your strength against the power of the addiction---and the fact that you even have an addiction stipulates that your strength isn't up to the task."
Realizing my own power isn't up to the task, I put my trust in God just as Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." His power is what has brought me to day 48 and will continue to carry me.