Recent content by Lemthewiser

I'm having the weirdest reaction. I did my 90 day reboot and for the most part I am feeling fine. Today I downloaded a dating app to "get back out there" and I am feeling a little anxiety just seeing all the photos of women on there. I feel like this issue related to porn is really starting to...

I am here to vent. I stopped watching porn in its traditional sense a while ago. I've gone streaks when I've abstained from porn and I've felt great. My most recent success was last year, I was feeling amazing, no issues or anxiety towards my performance, that feeling is priceless. Then I made a...

Using this as my journal. Today is Day 70. Over the past two weeks I have experienced some drastic improvements. I’ve experienced some spontaneous erections, morning wood. I feel like I have life down there again! I can feel my anxiety slowly dissipating but I don’t want to get to high, because...

Hi Forum! LTW back again. I don’t have much to say besides I’ve reached day 43, about half way! In general I’m feeling and trending up, even though as I write this I’m not feeling great. That’s the thing about a reboot, it’s not linear. I’ve had some great days, and overall I’m experiencing...

In my experience, rebooting is hard, and doing it with a partner was difficult as well due to all the pressure I put on myself. But looking back on it, I had a partner that was truly understanding and the pressure I put on myself wasn’t necessary. In actuality that fact that I had an...

I found the only real way I dramatically improved to the point where I felt totally fine was avoiding O, going full hard mode, for 90+ days. When you do that, you won't have to question if you've done enough. You will just know based on how your body feels, how you feel. Its one of the best...

Today marks 1 month. I am feeling a little better but overall its been a roller coaster. I was able to have a sexual experience but I made sure not to cum. That made me feel good temporarily. Some days good, some days bad. I tried not to let the negative thoughts get to me. I feel like its...

June 1st, 2021. Somehow I've ended up back on this forum, venting about my frustrations with PIED and performance anxiety AGAIN :( . I really can't believe it. I can't believe I let myself down again. I feel like I've wasted so much time dealing with this, and I am continuing to waste so much...

I've reached day 72. Overall I'm feeling pretty good about my journey so far but also a little anxious. This reboot has felt slightly different from other ones. It hasn't felt as difficult as others, but I also feel like the effects from my reboot have been less intense. My morning wood is not...

Hi Reboot Nation, Just coming to share I have made it to day 47, past that halfway mark and feeling upbeat! I wish everyone the best and keep pushing! LTW

Hi Reboot Nation. I'm here to share my story so I can simply just share it with someone instead of holding it in. In advance I apologize for the long post but I also greatly appreciate anyone who takes the time to read and respond. Thank you. I'm feeling pretty foolish and frustrated. I...

Last night (Day 83) a girl came over. I thought I had reached 90 days, but that was a miscalculation smh. However, I had no problem performing which was amazing. After she wanted to go again, she was pretty aggressive and I was feeling pretty much numb (especially after having my first orgasm in...

Two months ago I started this journey again. Its now been 72 days. Looking forward to the challenge of the next 18 days. Looking forward to this being my new life habit. More good feelings to come.

So I'm on my second stint with refraining from PMO. This time around I went approximately 10 weeks without PMO. I also discovered JK Emezi and a reboot podcast and I am feeling very clear and confident about my recovery and not feeling any urges to watch P. This past weekend I had an...

I am embarrassed to say the last time I posted in this forum was January of 2018. At that time I had went 110 days and was feeling really great about my progress. As time went on I was feeling really great and having the best sex with my girlfriend. However, I let my guard down and by...