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    Recovery Journal

    Day 24 Hmm, I am suppose to be in flatline yet my urges to PMO is strong today. I have not looked at any provocative stuff or anything, I am just very looking forward to day 30, so I can have a cheat day (which wasn't intended originally), my original plan is to extend to 45 days upon reaching...
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    Recovery Journal

    Thanks Jeks, I think I still have a long long way to go. Hahaha Day 23 Alright, weird morning. Woke up in the middle of sleep, feeling very blur, still half sleeping and furiously rubbed my hard penis until I almost had O. Then realized what I was doing, stopped instantly and went back to...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 22 It's sunday morning and I went hiking with my best friend again. This time she asked along her ex-colleague who asked along his friends as well. What originally was less than 5 people hike turned into 10 people. The hike was challenging, but I can manage it no problem, it's good that...
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    Enough

    Bro, I had the same experience. The girl was laying on my bed, sexually aroused after all the teasing and kissing I did, I was actually trying to prolong the foreplay because I couldn't get myself hard. In the end, I took it out, trying to get it hard while putting on a condom, but my dick was...
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    I'm Kyle Buttler - Road to reboot

    Hey Kyle, I have the similar issue. Problem is I can't maintain an erection when standing up. I have went through a few discussions and my conclusion is probably I have been conditioned that way as I always lay down when I PMO. I remember someone asked Gabe that question and he said rebooting...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 21 Back to 3 weeks we go ! I slept in until mid afternoon today and woke up with a hard boner, I'm a bit glad, it's been a long time since I had a good MW. The day's normal, nothing much to share. I'm still controlling myself, no PMO, no edging, no peeking, no fantasizing. Will head to...
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    Recovery Journal

    Thanks danny, for your kind words ! Day 20 Woohoo, 2/3 completion from my targeted goal. I am still in my flatline, no MW, no sexual libido whatsoever. However, the thought that I'm gonna view some NSFW stuffs or have a cheat day after 30 days is making me excited, triggering my PMO urges...
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    Journal of an Addict Who's Trying to be a Focused Artist

    Wow my man, 60 days is an awesome achievement ! You've done well going so far, stay strong these few days for chaser effect. Share us a picture of your sculpture if you don't mind, always like to appreciate a good art.
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    Very likely to have a weird combination of venous leakage with pied. (25)

    Hey man, I also have issues with procrastination. Most of the time I procrastinate is because I am confident in my abilities to finish it on time, I always leave things to last minute then only realize maybe I have overestimated myself. Instead of working, my mind will wander off and I start to...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 19 Normal day, not much to report. Urges to PMO was close to 0 until I turned on my laptop to do work. P contents and images started appearing in my mind, I was wondering if there's anything new. Good thing, I cut off my thoughts quickly and went to watch TV instead. Now I'm back here...
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    The new beginning

    They are right, educating yourself in this topic is very important. P is all fun and game until it destroys your perception of real sex, I wish someone taught me that. Quit fast while you're still young.
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    Recovery Journal

    Nice ! Clean for more than 2 weeks, let's go for another week ! Day 18 Normal day as well, nothing worth reporting. Very very mild sexual urges, no morning wood, experiencing the good old flatline now. I slept like a log until afternoon a phone call woke me up. I have accepted the new job...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 17 Normal day, nothing much to report. Some good news is I received job offer letter from one of the interview I did. I am feeling a little bit stress thinking I may not perform in the new company, I am also feeling a little guilty throwing resignation letter when I still have ongoing...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 16 Mild morning wood, small temptation to PMO, I'm guessing that's because I'm halfway to my goal and part of me is excited to see P content again, I will need to extend my goal further. Anyway, gone through a zoom interview and phone interview. Somehow, i'm not that stress dealing with...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 15 Woke up early in the morning for a hike. Had to drive around 30-40mins+ to get to the starting point, only to change to another entrance as there was just too many people. I had downloaded apps and readied map and GPS yesterday, still me and my friend got lost. There were different...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 14 2 weeks mark ! Woke up normally. Went out and have lunch with a friend, good time catching up with each other. Bought anti fungus cream for my skin, hopefully it'll work out. Watched big bang theory after i got home. Had a not so good dinner, and now i am planning my hike trail for...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 13 Woke up with mild morning wood. went out to a friend's place to work after showering. Had a good coffee and lunch. Spent time catching up with friends, it was a wonderful time spent. Had a takeaway dinner and we stayed until late chit-chatting. Full day i had no temptation to PMO...
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    I'm Kyle Buttler - Road to reboot

    Hey Kyle, I think not having a MW is a sign of flatline, not sure if you have read this before, if you haven't then go ahead and take a look : https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/porn-induced-sexual-dysfunctions/help-i-quit-porn-but-my-potency-genital-size-and-or-libido-are-decreasing-flatline/...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 12 Normal day, mild morning wood. I had a scary dream, i dreamt that I was searching for P stuff and PMO, woke up feeling relieved it's just a dream. I am in a flatline now, sexual urges and temptation to PMO is not as strong as past few days. It feels like time is slower when i update the...
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    Recovery Journal

    Day 11 Normal day, no morning wood. Temptation to PMO is still here. I slept in. I'm a glutton for sleep, I start the day too late and that's killing my productivity, this has got to stop. TBH, I'm in late 20s and I'm still feeling lost. I am not proud of where I am in life now, there are...
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