MarcusSecret
Active Member
Right, so the book is so effective it just speaks the truth about everything that I have been doing for all these years. Thus, it made me confirm and realize even more that I WANT to quit forever. That is the key word I really WANT to now.
Even a few months ago I started a topic where I said how I could be fine with normal sex life (no ED) and still pmo every once a week, looking back that was just a way my mind held on to the addiction like: "okay just 90 days then we can continue".
And when I just started coming to the forum (already in 2014) I did not really want to quit at all.. I just wanted to fix ED and continue to use. Now its all over, my mind cant play tricks ever again. I salute you hack-author for bringing this insight to me.
Frankly, partly due to the mentioning in the book that you should continue pmo till you are done reading, partyle due to me being triggered by reading about the situations in which I used to pmo e.g. : when reading about the dopamine addiction from just browsing for smtn new, partly because I wanted to check out one more stupid fetish AND partly because I WANTED to pmo one last time to say goodbye or smtn I just relapsed.
But I'm not sad at all I know it will be for the very last time!
All the best to you all, and this book is a MUST-READ.
Even a few months ago I started a topic where I said how I could be fine with normal sex life (no ED) and still pmo every once a week, looking back that was just a way my mind held on to the addiction like: "okay just 90 days then we can continue".
And when I just started coming to the forum (already in 2014) I did not really want to quit at all.. I just wanted to fix ED and continue to use. Now its all over, my mind cant play tricks ever again. I salute you hack-author for bringing this insight to me.
Frankly, partly due to the mentioning in the book that you should continue pmo till you are done reading, partyle due to me being triggered by reading about the situations in which I used to pmo e.g. : when reading about the dopamine addiction from just browsing for smtn new, partly because I wanted to check out one more stupid fetish AND partly because I WANTED to pmo one last time to say goodbye or smtn I just relapsed.
But I'm not sad at all I know it will be for the very last time!
All the best to you all, and this book is a MUST-READ.