Strike a true path
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Thanks js.
Been busy these last few days and no chance to post on here. The other half doesn't know about my struggle with porn use, so I have to do my posting when I get time alone.
I have a couple of days at home alone now that she has gone away to see some friends. I have the urge at times to search for stimulating pictures/ videos on the internet and really need to be on my guard in this situation. In my bad times I would have seen this as a golden opportunity to binge, but I don't this time. I have made a decision and a commitment to stay clean, and know the danger of surfing for exciting pictures of women: it has always led me sooner or later to using porn again.
So, I'm going to watch some videos about porn addiction instead, spend some time out walking and visiting friends, and get on with my drawing and music practice. Watch a film or two maybe. Enjoy some alone time.
Feeling strong and positive on this my 61st day.
Been busy these last few days and no chance to post on here. The other half doesn't know about my struggle with porn use, so I have to do my posting when I get time alone.
I have a couple of days at home alone now that she has gone away to see some friends. I have the urge at times to search for stimulating pictures/ videos on the internet and really need to be on my guard in this situation. In my bad times I would have seen this as a golden opportunity to binge, but I don't this time. I have made a decision and a commitment to stay clean, and know the danger of surfing for exciting pictures of women: it has always led me sooner or later to using porn again.
So, I'm going to watch some videos about porn addiction instead, spend some time out walking and visiting friends, and get on with my drawing and music practice. Watch a film or two maybe. Enjoy some alone time.
Feeling strong and positive on this my 61st day.