4th Reboot, Day 271
Yesterday, the best I could do was to say that I would avoid p*rn in any form for 24 hrs, and then go back to PMO tomorrow. I ended up binge-watching the last season of "Better Call Saul". Definitely not one of my best days, but it was far from being the worst. As it has been said before, my worst day sober far surpasses my best day acting out with PMO. I was fully prepared to commit to the same thing today--no p*rn today, but definitely go back to it tomorrow. However, when I awoke this morning, the imperious urge has left me, and I'm ready to be a full participant in my life today. Without this forum and the 12-step program, I know how yesterday would have gone, and how I would be feeling today. So I am standing in gratitude right now. Even though I was far from my peak and did almost nothing yesterday, to quote a famous movie line, "Sometimes nothin' can be a real cool hand."