I'm 32 years old. I've been married for almost 10 years, have 2 boys and a girl (7,5,1). I love going hiking, I love the challenge. But by far, this has been my toughest hike-journey ever. I heard about this place online and want to give this battle all I have again.
I've been hooked on Porn since I was 14 when a friend gave me a magazine. After that, I discovered it on my computer at home and I haven't ever been able away from it for more than 1 month... ever! I thought getting married would help, but we all know how foolish that thought is. My wife knows about my struggle, I've come clean a few times to her and she has caught me a few too. My kids have never seen me, thank goodness.
Recently I have been having trouble during sex time. I'm having a hard time achieving an orgasm, and I have even had to fake it because it's going to long.
I don't want this to continue dominating over me. I don't want my kids to know about my addiction. I just want to finally get rid of this shit that rules over me.
I hope to hear from some of you guys that struggle the same way and to encourage each other. Thanks for hearing me. Here goes to day 1.
I've been hooked on Porn since I was 14 when a friend gave me a magazine. After that, I discovered it on my computer at home and I haven't ever been able away from it for more than 1 month... ever! I thought getting married would help, but we all know how foolish that thought is. My wife knows about my struggle, I've come clean a few times to her and she has caught me a few too. My kids have never seen me, thank goodness.
Recently I have been having trouble during sex time. I'm having a hard time achieving an orgasm, and I have even had to fake it because it's going to long.
I don't want this to continue dominating over me. I don't want my kids to know about my addiction. I just want to finally get rid of this shit that rules over me.
I hope to hear from some of you guys that struggle the same way and to encourage each other. Thanks for hearing me. Here goes to day 1.