Thanks dude, I appreciate your comments PE30 (especially the last one); it means a lot to me.
I've been trying not to obsess about coming on to this forum, so perhaps once or twice next week rather than feeling the absolute need to come every day; I think it can sometimes create stress. As my therapist says, therapy happens between sessions. I think of it in a similar way.
But that said, I am constantly obsessing about the notion of being addicted to porn. And that too has been creating a great deal of stress for me, as is counting the days. I'm not saying that I shouldn't be thinking that way, but just need to 'be' for a while whilst also staying very alert.
This past week I have been consciously more alert to my emotions and triggers and apart from a brief moment I have stayed away from p and been disciplined for a change.
Life is getting real. I must get a grip on life and stay 100% focused on what is most important.
I've been trying not to obsess about coming on to this forum, so perhaps once or twice next week rather than feeling the absolute need to come every day; I think it can sometimes create stress. As my therapist says, therapy happens between sessions. I think of it in a similar way.
But that said, I am constantly obsessing about the notion of being addicted to porn. And that too has been creating a great deal of stress for me, as is counting the days. I'm not saying that I shouldn't be thinking that way, but just need to 'be' for a while whilst also staying very alert.
This past week I have been consciously more alert to my emotions and triggers and apart from a brief moment I have stayed away from p and been disciplined for a change.
Life is getting real. I must get a grip on life and stay 100% focused on what is most important.