The party is over
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TakeActionNow
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Seneca,
your words and voice are your guide.
The more you verbalize what you want to be, the more you will be able to get there.
Do not worry about what others think.
Trust your own voice.
Speak out often and loudly where you want to be.
You will get there.
You are the best.
your words and voice are your guide.
The more you verbalize what you want to be, the more you will be able to get there.
Do not worry about what others think.
Trust your own voice.
Speak out often and loudly where you want to be.
You will get there.
You are the best.
Day21 thanks TAN. Your are no doubt right. I know very well what I want to be. I have in my mind certain men from history whom I have studied quite well. I call them my heroes. Obviously I cannot accomplish their feats. There are no Aztec empires to destroy or polar caps to explore. But I want to emulate their characters. And being a drooling slave to internet porn is the very antithesis of what I want to be.
Day 22. Often these milestone days - 21, 30, 90, 100, 200 etc can be dangerous. A feeling of accomplishment leads to hubris and hubris is a basic requirement for relapse. Hubris makes me let my guard down. And I have to keep my guard up 100% of the time. Not a pleasant thought. But I grooved my brain. I damaged it. And now I Have the duty of dealing with that.
Day 25. This is how I wish to live my life. The fact is that thinking about internet porn is a choice. It is an activity that I can chose, or I can choose not to do. If I choose it, it could be because I just want a quick hit. I am a selfish child.
But the other reason, more serious, is that I choose it because I think I can handle it. Hubris, my friends, hubris.
But the other reason, more serious, is that I choose it because I think I can handle it. Hubris, my friends, hubris.
joepanic
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I am at that same stage The thought of viewing it thinking I can handle it and walk away again but I look to my deceased uncle who died from drinkin too much When I was younger I did not understand the addiction thing but I watched him have a drink and never be able to stop at "just one" and it makes this battle easier to fight Its great that I am slowly learning that I dont need it anymore as I'm ever so slowly becoming productive in other ways. Such a wonderfull feeling
Good luck in fighting the good fight
Post often it helps me it helps you
Good luck in fighting the good fight
Post often it helps me it helps you
thanks jp. Let me state this. When I get a reply from you, it means quite a bit. I means another fellow in the fight is watching, there next to me on the front line. In a significant way, it gives me strength and purpose. Thanks. And on day 30 I intend to open up a bit about myself, if that interests you.joepanic said:
Free-man2018
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Congratlations Seneca. Day #13 for me. ready for 14th
Day 28. No p. No m. No psubs. Today would be challenging. I have alone time as my wife and youngest go to work. And I had sex with my wife this morning. The post sex period is dangerous because I know we probably won?t have sex again for while, and I could get away with masturbation. I?m sure none of you think in those terms 
. But the plan is to stay busy and strong. And not take a single step in the wrong direction.
. But the plan is to stay busy and strong. And not take a single step in the wrong direction. Free-man2018
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At least you have sex. Yeah the right direction is good. Don't look back mate!