The party is over

[Free-man2018]

haha yeah the guard is there. tomorrow 30 days. Its great!

 

[Inner_Light]

You're doing great at thirty days!  Keep at it and any time you are tempted, think how bad you'll feel later if you give in, and how you good you feel with every day you're free.

 

[seneca]

Day 30. No P. No M. No Psubs. What a productive and manly month! Thank you Free and Inner and everyone else who has encouraged and shared the walk with me.  But this is only the start. The good life is up ahead.

 

[joepanic]

30 days  congrats  Seneca      I too feel the good life ahead  and its getting easier to somewhat forget the old life  which was a worry of mine  that I would always judge my life on my past    its beginning to seem like that wont be the case  Hope others feel the same way  it make the fight so much more worth while

  God luck and keep up the good fight

              post often it helps me it helps you

 

[Free-man2018]

Congrats Seneca 30 days is awesome!
Keep on fighting.

 

[seneca]

Thanks Free and Jp. I appreciate it.  Day 31.  I like the feeling of walking down the street and thinking, I?m a man who doesn?t use porn. I have no need for it. It is useless to me.  Cool feeling, huh?

 

[seneca]

Day 33. Nothing smart to say.  Just happy and productive. 

 

[seneca]

Day 34.  At this stage a relapse is always close to the surface.  I have to be on guard all the time. I can?t allow myself to indulge in certain fantasies. 

 

[seneca]

Day 35. A Saturday.  The most dangerous day.  At some time today I will be alone in the house. Have to keep my guard up. Have to stop any of the bad thoughts. 

 

[seneca]

Day 36.  Saturday wasn?t bad. Stay busy control thoughts. That is key.

 

[Free-man2018]

Yeah Seneca, thoughts and fantasies come to me often. I'm trying to shake em and kick off from my mind. It's easy because the temptation is out there everywhere.

 

[seneca]

Day 38. Worked 12 hours today. No time to fantasize. So it was a good day.

 

[seneca]

Day 39.  I?m a little angry at porn today.  All the time it took from me.....  I can?t get that back. But going forward I can keep all of my time for me and mine. 

 

[Free-man2018]

Seneca, same happens to me. There are flashes and urges and thoughts. Together we can overcome it. Day 27 for me.

 

[5Dawgs]

Thanks Free and Jp. I appreciate it.  Day 31.  I like the feeling of walking down the street and thinking, I?m a man who doesn?t use porn. I have no need for it. It is useless to me.  Cool feeling, huh?

I can?t even imagine what that feels like. It?s been so many years that I can?t remember.

 

[seneca]

Seneca, same happens to me. There are flashes and urges and thoughts. Together we can overcome it. Day 27 for me.

That?s right, brother.  27, damn, you?ll have a good, clean month here soon.

 

[seneca]

Thanks Free and Jp. I appreciate it.  Day 31.  I like the feeling of walking down the street and thinking, I?m a man who doesn?t use porn. I have no need for it. It is useless to me.  Cool feeling, huh?

I can?t even imagine what that feels like. It?s been so many years that I can?t remember.

Well, get on board 5. In a week or so you?ll start to feel it.  It?s wonderful.

 

[seneca]

Day 40. Had sex with my wife this morning.  More present than I?ve been in a long time.  You know that feeling when you?re having sex and concentrating on some porn fantasy? Ugh, horrible. And imagine how she feels.  She can tell, I guarantee. Well, none of that this morning. Wonderful.

 

[seneca]

Day 41.  Very good. I?m never late anymore.  No more excuses for being late. 

 

[seneca]

Day 42. And it?s saturday.  This is the most dangerous day of the week.  No one is home.  I?m not accountable for my time.  But guess what.  I?m up for the challenge.  I?m not cocky. I?m welll aware of the strength of my enemy. So I am planning my day out to the minute and will be busy all day.