DAY FIFTEEN.
I am aware that I am heading into dangerous territory. This is where my reboot has failed previously. I believe my previous record was 22 days so that is my first target. I had a wobble a few day ago and I got through it. I am so happy that I did. I would feel awful now if I had relapsed. Actually, ironically I wouldn't. I would be wasting time watching porn and numbing my feelings.
I wanted todays post to be positive. And it will be.
So many great things have happened during this reboot
1. I have gained two amazing pets who are real characters and are giving me company during the day.
2. I am getting on top of my fitness again.
3. I am learning how to cook.
4. My relationship with my wife feels amazing. I am less short tempered and I feel close to her.
5. My house and garden are looking amazing.
Hope you are all having a great day too. Please stay strong. We are all doing amazing fighting this addiction.
I am aware that I am heading into dangerous territory. This is where my reboot has failed previously. I believe my previous record was 22 days so that is my first target. I had a wobble a few day ago and I got through it. I am so happy that I did. I would feel awful now if I had relapsed. Actually, ironically I wouldn't. I would be wasting time watching porn and numbing my feelings.
I wanted todays post to be positive. And it will be.
So many great things have happened during this reboot
1. I have gained two amazing pets who are real characters and are giving me company during the day.
2. I am getting on top of my fitness again.
3. I am learning how to cook.
4. My relationship with my wife feels amazing. I am less short tempered and I feel close to her.
5. My house and garden are looking amazing.
Hope you are all having a great day too. Please stay strong. We are all doing amazing fighting this addiction.